It was a mother of storms last night, so loud it’s impossible to sleep. I ended up live streaming MAMA longer than I wanna, it’s in HK afterall.
And sorry in advance if I’m offending, I was cranky being so tired but can’t sleep wee hours in the morning, I somehow heard some boyband (SHINee?) singing some Mirotic!? <-my eyes and ears were halfshut and memory is failing me.
It was a cringeworthy show throughout, I know they are all popular big names and I ❤ BigBang (even though I don’t care for their latest songs) but more than half of them can’t sing in tune and gyrating is NOT dancing!!! And where’s the Performance and Showmanship?! I guess it’s just too many thinly veiled pant-less crotches I don’t care to see. I don’t get what EpicHigh was doing paying homage to the Batman Villains coz I’m just too traumatized to be reminded of Heath, and that was after Leslie was so horribly milked and it still hurts a dickens and I have not accepted his passing yet. I can’t, not even SJK. And out of nowhere I miss DBSK so much and I’m not even a Cassie:
And I was quite bored most of the show so I ended up playing this fav of mine in repeat: Wanting Qu’s You Exist In My Song.
Then I bumped into this lovely fanvid:
Gahhh, RTP is so not a good drama but the OTP is as close to rainbows and unicorns for me last year and I think YooChun really did a heart-felt job playing a naive, fish out of water little Princey there, and very convincingly. This is my fav character of HJM. And because of personal reasons, the OTP and that little flawed drama healed me a bit when I was down, like a warm cup of hot chocolate on a horrible, dreary night of cold, pouring rain.
Without any precaution, and without a trace of apprehension, you appeared in my world as you did, bringing me a pleasant surprise, that I couldn’t resist. But like this, without me knowing, you quietly disappeared, from my world, without a word, leaving behind only my memories. You exist, deep in my mind, in my dreams, in my heart, and in my song. You exist, deep in my mind, in my dreams, in my heart, and in my song. Still remember us once walking, side by side together past that bustling alley. Even though we were strangers, just passing by each other, we still felt each other. One look, one beat of the heart, one unexpected delight. It’s like- a dream, that was destined. The world is so big, why did we meet? Could it have been chance? Could it have been destiny? You exist, deep in my mind, in my dreams, in my heart, and in my song.