I was shaking my head, totally making myself rolling my eyes at your TH being an entitled jerk on whatever sky falling on YR and she will be back to you blablabla. I am trying to talk some sense into myself you are not really THAT irresistible.
But. You. Are.
“Do you smell something burning? My heart is burning right now”
hahaha I have burnt my share of stuff in my kitchen and that infamous line from Eric’s Firebird popped up a few times. Craycrayperviefangirl usually replace heart with panties in your scenes.
But he is THAT irresistible because he is Eric the hottest egomaniac. He went from a teary desperate weakling to the smug smex on legs and just a peck, it is hard to lie physically she remembers those lips as well as he said he remember hers…and horrible of him, he knows and he lets her know he knows looking straight into her eyes, her soul. Because you must care tonnes to be ambivalent to the most charismatic globes fixated on your face.
The smugface of you know exactly how well she remembers your lips felt/feel and she can not get her eyes off them, and perhaps do not remember to inhale. That is a jerkmove and i know u know it, but could not resist when she lets her guard down, so concerned for you wholeheartedly for the first time since you see her again, like she did as you remember her so… so I forgive you. *hey never claim i have tight logic*
If I were YR, as much as I will try at decorum and pride and shame and whatever overrated labels we want and gosh sorry Dad, RIP, but I must kiss those lips back. There are those worktables that Sol always take as beds, Eric is reminding us all.
And he is not one bit sorry.
Sol OTOH, should regret the night before. (That is a cute cop.)
WHY haha are these 2 guys coming across so like the morning after a one night stand awkward but sparks flying?!?!!?!?!?
HJ is being polite asking TH to come along for a meal, seeing how against it YR is all on her face, TH toys with her/them but I love he did not really go along with it. He does care about her feelings above all when his head is not burning too hot for her now with her bf as the icebucket on his feels.
Lol since they are sworn brothers now and HJ was nice asking, TH asks back for a get together of just ‘bros’.
Not a good actor, nor is YR if you ask me. In the middle of smooching your bf, you care to wander your eyes just to check if TH is the spectator?! Hm.
She wonders why there are gracious exes full of well wishes of happiness…then there is TH, insisting he would rather see her suffers because her only true happiness lies with him. By now, we know TH is a softie under all the alpha male armoring, everything he says on the interview camera when YR is concerned, the opposite is true almost all the time.
HJ, the professional, comments on how good TH looks as he wonders why the guy is so keen on meeting up and the only reason must be freeloading for surgeries. Also, if you are not as caught up with your own perfectness, take note when your gf is dissing an obviously very hot guy even when she said he is not her type, especially when she smiles so brightly almost too sweet when you said those words for her.
With a bit of inhibition down, Sol confesses her heart did skip a beat once for JH. But the next second they are back on the usual subject of drunk breath and her unflushed poopooing.
And ear biting…all are not my kind of smexy, but some like it kinky. So whatever rock you, Sol and JH. I am just relieved we do not have another drunken cliched did they or didn’t they romping. Very good control, Writernim. In the middle of their cuteness overload TH calls JH for a catching up and the cutest brownoser busybody human zipper NEVER refuses anyone, let alone a hyung, and the hot ex of YR, the vortex of his Dr.gossip life.
And TH is also on the mind of YR. *BTW Um. I am back on OTP shipping. It does not seem to REALLY bother YR that much after 5 years has passed, she did not act out absolutely want to murder TH seeing him 5 years later and she had her revenge right away that poorTH! night and she has moved on and he is still the jerk to her. Nothing changed much on the surface except when she is thirsty for a sip of water in the middle of the night and I bet her throat is dry for other reasons…namely he pops up in her mind. All things signalling me I should not change my ship. OTPOTPOTPOTPOTP!!*
haha is that a list of what Mom is going to ‘homage’ a drama about?! Mom does care about YR her way. It is so warming my heart to see them having beer together, she is smiling proud of her girl earning her keeps to repay the loan and rent which Mom hands back right as her ‘dowry’ for marrying HJ…and finishing the surprise tenderness with the kicker YR has to repay everything still after marriage. lol It must be her way to toughen YR up, knowing how gullible she was/could be.
Human zipper lets out they did not attend the funeral, all the facts were just told to them as is. They both realize there must be more to it other than Dad is dead. Onto the other topic on TH’s agenda, HJ and hisCandy. *YAWNZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ*
It is boring and tedious and annoying me to not caring a bit why HJ has to keep AR a secret AND be stupid and careless with pictures lying around house for even Mom to see and only then does he fess up.
TH also confides to Human Zipper™ he saw the public hugging of the apparent cheater and his other woman, my guess is TH knows how smooth running our dearzipper is in letting out info. TH, the smart and shrewd.
I do not like this scene.
Bless your heart, if you have time to stick out your tongue, you have the time to say ‘GF’ ARGH. She should have held the door for YR to begin with you have another not wrist-grabbed arm!
You smell something funky again huh YR?!?! Yeah, it’s an entire table of cheater food and a fox(not you), it stinks.
IT is VERY nice of YR imho, she picks up all these little involuntary gestures from the douchy HJ this bike/juice/kimbap/homecookbreakfast girl is way more important than he is saying on top of he has been ignoring YR’s plain words of not liking him seeing the girl, esp behind her back, doors closing on her face and grabbing said girl into house, andddd looking at her all concerned, even standing up agitated when YR has a few understandably biting words calmly addressing the other woman in her space, worst yet not even noticing his gf is looking on, staring at him, feelings bruised.
Sol does not like the work PDA, me neither, not even because I am biased Sol fangirl.
Of course TH’s YR antenna is set blaring with her call to hyung telling him she needs to be on site taking a few pictures if it is not too inconvenient. Hyung is asked to do a favor of inconveniencing her, stalling her till TH can get his hot ass over there asap. I love their bromance of course, that little touch of hyung immediately throwing TH his keys as TH is touching his hot behind feeling for them….HMMMM spot on.
We have a few minutes of very decent car commercial, unlawful, and Eric is too hot being a speeding criminal, but yeah he MUST see YR and a fool in love is making every desperate chance happening.
aww so ashamed back home of you were totally shameless just to see her, pretending horribly a chance meeting you are curling up like a cute bunny pouting, huh?! In front of the interview camera this time almost needing it to commiserate?!
Well, since Eric looks very hot in pain both fr the burn and in the heart, keep ignoring him, YR. Carry on. I approve.
Nothing misses YR though, she senses his game as soon as hyung was stalling her on the phone, the two sets of lunch is not fooling her, knowing him too well. She asks him to not take a step closer as she is leaving, has enough, but well, she should know him, he will just inch closer, invading her space.
Even without the rain, I suddenly associate scene with 言の葉の庭/The Garden of Words:
Once upon a time in the word of Love, there is solitary sadness written within.
I am quoting from this article (orig. HK Economic Journal):
中國人慣於“戀愛”兩個字一起用。但日本人的“戀”與“愛”是有區別的——“愛”，不計得損，以對方為重，可以貢獻一切；戀，是想著對方，總想在一起，而又不能會面的苦悶——“孤悲”也。 In Chinese, the two characters for love: 戀愛 are used together denoting the same meaning. But in Japanese, 愛 is not calculating the loss, prioritizing the other person, sacrificing; 恋/戀 is a longing, want, an anxiousness, a desire, ball of tangled feelings (threads, as the character denotes: words trapped in threads of silk in the heart) to be with him/her, and the anguish of not be able to…こい in kanji 孤悲, a solitary sadness, that is. In ‘leaves’, in words, in poems, in songs, we put faith in our words speaking our heart across, we see TH and YR able to pick up so many unspoken words with little, yet missing some perhaps inaccessible buried in her heart.
And this would be a very apropos translation of what TH said end of e7 if he quotes from 萬葉集/Man’yōshū/ collection of Ten Thousand Leaves/Songs and saving me some rant:
雷神 小動 刺雲 雨零耶 君将留; 雷神 小動 雖不零 吾将留 妹留者 – 萬葉集
A clap of thunder
Rain may fall, I wish, and keep you here.
A clash of thunder
Even if rain is not falling,
I would be here…waiting for you.
It would be cheesy and ridiculous ie so my thing I was screaming for rain the entire scene. Writernim, we MUST have an angsty pouring soaking wet OTP hotkiss lots of manpain scene inserted down the line, right?!? Right.
It’s sooooo testing my not-deskflipping skills when HJ is in surgery reminiscing scene of OHSOPOOR!Candy hurt from the wrath of his ebil gf. *ROLLEYES* No cap for you and Candy. It is a case when greenness is mix with that undeniable cuteness/charm of SJ and he could not reign in those fetching coyness. He needs to tone everything down and gives me some ignorant slowness of shock he is thinking about the other girl a babysister ohwhatever instead of his hurt gf in the SAME space of the memory. ARgh. And No, CandyMyArm, you do not claim you want not a piece of the hottie when you keep thinking and texting and showing your freak face at his clinic at night without a care his gf have every right to show up there anytime and expect gf YR to take it as YET another misunderstanding lying down no question ask and no grumbling. I do not like all the sweet smiling when texting your Candy HJ, then all daylight snaps out of you till you remember simple repeated words from your gf and THEN guilt hit, somewhat. I DO NOT LIKE IT. IF you say it this is LIKE cheating, guess what, if even you are aware, chance is 99.999% it is. Under this perfect nice guy surface, HJ is as stubbornly prideful of himself as TH if not more atvm, he must be regarding himself above being a cheater and giving himself an undeserving green pass doing exactly that. I do not like wrist grabs, arm grabs, and no you do not neck grab your bff ie my precious JH. Obviously I have lost all goodwill towards HJ, I am petty, he is douchy thinking he has attained some unwarranted bf sainthood. And you dare be freaken shocked you were spotted hugging a young lady NOT your gf in the street RIGHT in front of your clinic when there are still peeps in your office a few feet away. I need my chinglish: NO ZUO NO DIE!
She calls him asking if he has seen her camera bag she carelessly left behind (because he unsettled her to rush off tbh). He has threw it in rage, but has since retrieve realizing…anything, any chance for another meeting.
He brought it to YR’s home. Mom the super sharp keen eye scriptwriter is not missing what can be deduced from a lady giving a guy a feast of home cooked food. The way to the heart is via the stomach. No, i do not think HJ’s mom is sending the message, but it is just logical for Mom to notice… because she cares.
She fakes nonchalance, and her glare at him as she walks off before poker face back on is missed by the PD ahjusshi, of course.
After getting a disgruntled thank you from YR for ‘finding’/bringing back the camera, he waves off cheerfully at Sol for his date with his new bro(not!) Dr. NHJ, who is super jumpy because again, my favorite old canto adage: body has shit.
Person NO ZUO NO DIE #2. ARGH. Sorry whenever Ms AAR is on my screen, that is my perpetual noise of ARGHHHHHHHH in my head and I know it is super annoying to type it all out. Why in hell do you need to see the dude you claim you have zero interest in and hand’s off gesturing swearing in front of an unhappy and caught you both redhanded gf just THIS morning you need to see him again THE SAME VERY NIGHT?!?!? Can’t talk on the phone?! Train a dove to bring a letter, drop a postit at HumanZipper/Nurse. SO MANY Non-misunderstanding-prone ways anyone with a sensible head and pants not on fire because of lying (as I can see you do not have much left…oops) can think of.
Her sweats: FLY ME (TO THE MOON) ~~~~ lalalala
FYI, this girl also have the galls to holler back at the serious steady very unamused gf ‘aren’t you being too much now UNNI’ Bless her heart. Candy is the new bitch.
He is not leaving when you are asking him to, having too much fun as the ‘real’ uninvolved bystander, but no he has a date with Dr Redhanded hand holding some girl in front of gf HJ. (You will thank him next ep. My bp is now off the roof just finishing THAT ep WTF)
It is a surprise I have not rolled eyes because of logic fails and poor writing when I can ignore ms ARghhhh, I am cautiously happy about the writing actually all along, but do not wanna jinx it because chance is if I use any of the L words, I WOULD. In much more seasoned actors, HJ and AR would not be as aggravating for me. I seethed when the characters are just thinking for themselves and they have a right to, they have not really committed cheating, as is I can only curse them a little. I am giving her writing a lot of credit because in very good hands of Eric and Yumi, the characters never fail to connect with me with their every whim, whether I agree in their thoughts and actions or not. However in the very meh limited by plastic acting of YJY, she is coming off as an insensitive airhead with the EQ of 7 instead of 27 yo (?). I have lost all my patience with HJ as well. All. There is no more excuse of not being aware this is crossing the line multiple times in one day, when you are supposedly a capable surgeon so I should trust your brain and your thoughts are on the other girl you said you have no hots for when you did hurt, however innocently, your very forgiving generous gf in that same vicinity! I can not deal with you and your entitled insensitivity at all. I guess that is very realistically the beginning of how people cheat, huh?!