I have calmed down. I have my favorite Eric gifs on my other gadget whenever i feel like popping a vein, for ohming, (not licking, i swear). I will not be a swearing ahjumma every other word i type, i swear for the last time in certain scenes. My pride will not allow it . As Eric says in SWOON. Ohmmmmmmmmmmmm.
PDnim and Writernim, what part of poor and orphan who MUST be bullied are we not sure yet of AR requiring a so getting on nerves flashback fr H!#@^%*J, or is there a need to remind me i am a Beach to want to send tidal waves of sidekicks at her and his face on her every word?! So. Be. It.
And our poor!AR has a mighty mouthful accusing YR. Lets evaluate in my court, each incident as a separate entity.
I will be your UNNI so YR does not have to. Bullied in orphanage (poor dear!) and your Oppa taught you how to cause damage, two strikes were enough sulking, hulksmash them to bleed on the third and oh!so!v!poor!you!AR. HUGZ and squeezes. I assume from your logic YR has committed strikes of stalkerish bullying insufferable offenses and you have had enough. Lets count the strikes.
You asked a guy you know with a gf out on a kimbap dinner date the night after you cooed him to buy you a bbq meat dinner. (ARgh1) He ditches her to be with you within walking distance of where she just happens to be. You are ignorant of all that but anyone smarter would have picked up the guy is evading calls constantly (ARgh2) and y u no feeding him kimbap with your chopsticks to begin with?!?!! (ARgh3) A guy you just know, ate together once is not by my definition intimate enough for feeding food. H!#@^%*J, you know the GPS thingy you have used yourself, how about defending your gf worried about you because you stopped answering her calls without reason that night, repeatedly as you are asking her to trust you for no reason and explain to your dongseng what stalking curtails?! Walking by a transparent glass of a restaurant within walking distance of her normal roaming grounds meeting up her bf
(YR1NOT!), the same alleys you happen to also just pass by so often lately YOU KNOW (ARgh4), seeing said bf being fed kimbap by a stranger… no effort is involved in digging out the scene to be seen, we can all walk past any restaurant with floor length window and tsktsktsk at the exact scene. Why not be cheeky and said ignorance is bliss to her face now as you are the most faithful disciple on the twist of the adage: ignorance is (fuel for) bs.
YR brought his bike you sold him to your shop. I hope shop has some servicing of purchases, in my woods there is return policy even if nothing is wrong with it. He paid you money AND probono of free surgeries (and bought you coffee and meat because you smelled and wanna eat but couldn’t afford after you said it’s your treat) when he does not even know how to bike, yes nothing wrong with the functioning of the bike, but I would find it not irrational to accuse the salesman of cooing bf an expensive purchase he is not shown properly how to use. No one is obligated to trust your words and promises over intangible impromptu feelings between a man and a woman, and a gf/proposed upon almost fiancee has the right to be curious with the end result of a $1mil won bike he can not even ride.
(YR2NOT!) The world is not consisting of sisters and innocent orphans. Stalkerish is some delivery lady fishing for a personal address unbeknownst to all inhabitants to drop off chubby free juices to a bachelor pad every morning (ARgh5) Stalkerish would be to walk your body however uncontrollably to his clinic that same night for smiley chitchats you can not live without, after a serious sit down of the gf she is not amused of seeing random lady lurking around her bf, and lest you forget, that random lady is you, being stalkerish of her bf. (ARgh6) Another adage you can ask your UNNIme some more after work at MY workplace and I love kimbap: Pot calling the kettle black.
Math time: 6 strikese vs 2(not even) strikes. YR can punch you to two nosebleeds. I am just.
Oh and lets talk more about shopping for planet earth women and being a shopkeeper of a store front opening to the public, I assume. She checked out tops for her BOYFRIEND of a specific very tall height you were sure would fit perfectly (erm by what logic?!) and wanted to check out another color, did not buy any, her face was not one smiley emoticon like yours. That was being mean and hurt your feelings you can not stand it but have to erupt to her face while you just held her bf’s hand, scoot and hid with him BECAUSE she made you to, fault being suspicious of a stranger female having dinner and dates more often than her, the gf in the last week. Her name is Summer not Cupid nor stupid, she is shooting eyebeams at you but those are not love arrows nor magic glue sticking hands together, binding bodies inches away on back of cars from the sight of gf. If your shop is open only to fans of yours who would smile like you while shopping, that’s totally not creepy, and buy every hanger you hand their way instead of to the general public, sometimes including gf of doctors you always make sure you see very often, calling, texting, eating together, breakfast, dinner and late night coffee, free juices (and your person) delivered like sunshine every morning to his front door you will press the buzzer to announce (in Sol we trust, almost everything on her checklist of definition of dating for innocent folks brought up angelic), you need a sign for that…and lawsuits will follow. sowry. Normal folks do not smile like a joker 24/7, YR’s attitude was often just me having a normal tired day and retail therapy is not working too grand, be it the face of salesperson bugging me, not gonna lie. YR walked out of shop and sucked it up all along bemused of ur face with her legitimate reasons but did she slam your face, poke your eyes out with a hanger, accidentally?! Lucky she was not me. Another verb useful for adults at work: SUCK It, harsh reality, no one is obliged to spend hard earned money on everything you handed them with your grins after all but a few unfriendly words and off she left you within minutes, and that is not too much insufferable trauma. Stalkerish is not checking out the pesky young girl leeching surgeries and homemade breakfast off my bf and showing up at his clinic and holding his fking hand and DARE breathing down my throat unni me for being TOO MUCH. All the more reason while you said not a thing is going on between the two, or shall we say not a thing is getting btn the two of you when he has only eyes fixated, in AWE of your ‘awesome’ in person and in flashback or as the rest of us put it more aptly as we truly do not have a thing for either of you: S!T!F!U!
*BARF* Yes, new, I am pavlovianed to barfing at SJ’s face.
*BARF* OF all the offenses you let yourself off easy, lying, breaking promises you made on your own will and now after breaking them without a care repeatedly accusing her being unreasonable making you promise in the first place, and as if you have not used GPS stalking YR’s whereabouts, ON TOP OF *COUGHCHEATINGCOUGH* …you are shouting at your gf bringing her to TEARS, tears you can’t stand even when croc. You are hollering at her for disturbing the other woman, the other woman now with a super long nick of every reason why YR should be suspicious: probono surgeries/bike/galbi/free rawjuice(x2)/post-itnote asking for kimbap date/kimbap date you deliberately not answer her call her/ homemade breakfast behind her back with all concerned looks on your face for her to witness/ holding hands hiding from her after work at your car…girl.
And Yumi, I love you. How awesome are you fine-tuning the gradients of unbelievable hurt and dumbfounded shock and the almost shoved aside rage with yo occupied by all the emotions clashing your YR on your face with every nonsense spit at you. And Eric, what else can I say, nothing is dreamier than our dreamboat hottie doing our exact faces watching, just hotter.
Gosh I am tearing up just staring at the cap.
His red-faced screechy question is why is YR dating him when she distrusts him. WHY indeed. Is this rhetorical of blatantly asserting YR not to date him?! At least that makes so much sense. Anger is often a transfer of guilt, Psychology Today says so.
Bar(f)bie excuses herself with an ‘it’s ok I can leave by myself.’ Humor me, what is ok in this scene of a crying clearly in so much hurt gf, ‘unni’ you just provoked to tears. Even if you insist you are guileless, not a word of comfort witnessing a fellow sister in PAIN, which you have a part of just by being in scene, is what we call apathy.
Real tears, and the guy with the culpability is not even taking a look, I bet he dares not to, not when his priority is to accompany the other girl home, concerned about her safety, her well-being above everything else, including a devastated, crying gf he proposed to marry, to have and to hold…to spat all his bs at.
TH, why are you so very awesome?! I do not see it coming, TH offers to chauffeur barfbie, so HJ can tend to a crying YR, his gf, as he should. The other guy has your back earning back your gf, dude. He states every word out clearly, calmly, to deaf ears.
WTF. I am barfing at SJ’s backside and long legs now.
I know this is breaking your heart which you have given to her to do whatever she wanna, every tear, her pain is your pain.
I do not want to cap this. <_< She falls (oh we totally do not see that coming a mile away grrrrr), her bike is broken and your face is softened like a concerned loyal pup and she is not even hurt, just emoting with pursing her lips I bet just to check it is still there, you can not feel silicone on top of botox. Fact.
We later know this is supposed to be a very romantic random moment she claims she fell in love with her Daddy Long Legs. I am barfing out kimbaps. I do not know any 27 year old woman who can not properly walk, but can only babystep/dart down the streets.
I also mark a demerit later on my precious JH, self-absorbed, scared of getting involved in the ‘battlefield’, worried to be late for a date with Sol, all not too damning, but YR is clearly shaken and in need of some TLC, if you are not offering and TH is, thus she gets on his car for the company…you dare to blame her when you, the onlooking bff did not do shite?! At least call her a cab. And you did nothing. Shame on you.
She wants food, the trusty comfort, NOT kimbap I am sure. IT is not escaping me we started the drama with a very cute kimbap scene and I took it as YR used to love kimbap, and TH still loves kimbap but the association with TH makes YR hates it, and H!#@^%*J is just salt on the wound. It actually hits me in the heart how a heartbreak can be so encompassing, and moving on, grieving the relationship, letting go include perhaps deleting any sensory triggers. Old comfort food is no more, even our tastebuds are altered. We know TH thinks YR is super adorable atvm and PD/Writernim, we suffered through a H!#@^%*J flashback, do not rob us of a TH/YR flashback being cute eating and smooching. What are those Eric lips born to do again?!?!?!?
My dearest darling Sol, I think you have weird ESP, you must know your rebound (not)bf/oppa is not at his best behavior on top of being late and you just ditched him, enjoying a pricey play yourself he paid for. Yes, make him pay for what he did to your YR. (I ship SolReum the most)
Inexplicable misfortune goes hand in hand with luck without reason; as in I buy you my exact bike which in kdramaland is romantic token of CP and that goes hand in hand with my gf just have to trust me no ifs or buts nor reason. *BARFing out a Strida*
OTP is, when you can still hold your chopsticks while your hot!Eric is staring at you instead of being a limpy gooey glob just staring back with heart-shaped iris. TH is surprised YR really has an appetite. My irk is he has lost his seeing her in pain.
WAH! You are really awesome!
and for being beyond understanding of douchiness.
He sneaks in she should forgive the ‘bf’, I am sure is it not intentional but she just syncs his line of thought and ball is bounced back to dissing TH. She does not want to be taken for granted like with ‘that guy’
Tell me Tell me, Tell me everything I did wrong… (and I will change!)
-The guy who does not understand because I do not tell him, will not understand even if I tell.
Good one YR. Make him curious, make him sleepless so caught up thinking of you, figuring you out by himself. That is what love involves, not just the happy memories, or declarations, but WORK. It is a bit mean of YR badmouthing TH whatever chance she has while so very lenient on her H!#@^%*J, BUT TH, I hope you give this a very good thought later, she is so comfortable around you now she can transfer her frustration on you, instead of with a guy she should be soulmate, most intimate with. Food for thought.
YR asks TH to drive slowly passing by H!#@^%*J then speeds away. TH stops the car after a safe distance, grumbling at her frankly using him heartlessly to revenge on H!#@^%*J, he is the guy who told her he likes her and has FEELINGS too and has been dangerously driving while eyes are fixated at you. But he teams up like a dream as H!#@^%*J approaches again, locking the doors.
TH: I can’t let you leave now.
And they drive off happily into the sunset. THE END.
She wants to go to the movies next. Savaging his pride, assuming she is asking him to go along, he says how can he be in the mood, just being used. Nope, she is just asking you to drop her off and now you are going to shamelessly tag along tail wagging with just an understanding pout. How cute.
Wait. Stay. You have no choice, you like her.
Might as well kick away your pride. It no longer belongs to you.
Crazy bastard, you are calling yourself.
Premonition is H!#@^%*J may have anger management issue down the road, run while you can. If you leave your gf unattended, hurt and crying to the care of a guy who told you up front he has a crush on her, if you turn your back, make your choice, there are consequences you should be aware of and man up. You have lost your serve, your say.
Sol is referring to JH her pseudo-(non)bf, the #12, the owner of the handkerchief JH can not soil because it belongs to her ‘bf #12’ who is not JH because every bf from now on is a #12, she is cutting off count at a neat dozen no matter. Confused?! It is supposed to, just go along when she is grabbing you by the tie JH. You have no choice either
(you like her!).
Thank you…and I’m sorry.
TH: It’s ok. It really is.
If you need to use me anytime, just use me whenever.
There isn’t much I can do for you otherwise.
Take it as my free warranty service for your convenience.
(I am fully upgraded and refurbished better than new…switch…if you want)
One good thing about you, you treated me badly, but you are worse to everyone else.
You are better than a guy good to me but better to others.
Jolt it down girls, no truer words. Always pick (an Eric) a guy especially good to you, even when he can be a jerk, we have our insufferable beachy moments too, but never a guy who is indiscriminately nice to everyone, love has not jolt him to put you above the rest, as he should only have eyes, ears, heart for you: the person he wholeheartedly loves.
It is a compliment, however roundabout, meaning the world to TH. Her first real compliment to him, and he is better than her ‘perfect’ bf. You must be itchy to tell your new bff the interview camera.
How long has it been you uttered this simple blessing, wishing her well, from your soul, to this woman?!
PD ahjusshi puts what YR’s Mom, ‘a long time friend’ reminded him about the connotation of gift of side dishes from a lady on the table. HJ’s Mom immediately points out ‘a long time friend’ is jealous and would not make the comment if not have thoughts for him. She ceases the opportunity to shower him her praises, he has a ‘smexy brain‘.
Poor assistant writer stomps off after is it aired out she is not dating any men, the only men who calls her are the delivery guy and assistant director. Super Slow on the uptake ahjusshi probes Mom what it means by the saying brain is sexy. Mom hates the saying, no man has a sexy brain other than Einstein level of genius and it is just saying the face is ugly. Knowing the comment is from side dish lady, Mom showers her share of uncharacteristic compliments going the opposite route saying he has a brain of an ‘innocent’ but appearance of dandy style and an 80. (really?!) haha it is like the two Moms are having a fencing love match with words. The intriguing twist to this arc is WriterMom has an idea of a daily drama with two ladies falling for a 50 sth guy. It can be art imitating life or writerMom is conveniently roleplaying her way through a life imitating art. PDnim is projecting the character to have a sexy brain AND dandy just like him. Who the hell put your smelly feet on a work table?!??! I feel for you, assistant in pink shirt. I am sorry, PD ahjusshi is only convincing to me if played by Ahn NaeSang or Kim GapSoo.
Sol has a bf To-do list for JH/ he who has no name but #12, a trip is on the checklist. JH is upfront about nothing will happen even if they stay in a room but Sol says she is subtly sexy, in every corner, subtly, so do not be too sure.
YR is busy frowning, staring at her phone, waiting for a call she won’t be answering, no, more like begging, willing for NHJ to call so she can refuse to answer his call, but he has to call first. 5 times refusing, she plans on. And cue the perfect reaction face to statement:
JH prefers Sol (flat) to YR (mean). Hm, is he saying he has thought about them romantically?!?!!
JH is biting his nails watching his daily soap of Days in HJ/YR’s lives. Business as usual for NHJ as if nothing has happened for a week now, a record. He was predicting the plot of HJ caving in, but when a nice guy is mad, it is scary cold war makjang.
Sol is watching on the show too, firmly rooting for TeamYR. Her every word, MTE. How could he blame her for misunderstanding?!!??!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The side kick she was going to throw at him worth a double nosebleed on the spot, is all our thoughts.
JH is on TeamHJ, A guy could not forgive his girl on another guy’s car passing by because of stupid pride and they used to DATE, oh whatever, and what about HER pride and a girl he might as well be freshly dating/two-timing in the present in front of her bleeding tears eyes?!?! huh?! <____< As I said, BIG demerit.
Sol points out she does not believe NHJ does not have a crush on the juice girl right away AND her first impression of him was of a player type the night of the blinddate. As I said, in Sol I trust. Yeah swirl more at your head, you cuckoo JH.
Dreamboat at work. He turns down a prospective project suggested by hyung, he does not want to be the ‘sidekick‘ and respectfully decline. Love the double meaning. He gets a call from H!#@^%*J, summoning him for a drink at 8pm (it’s already 7 sth from clock on the wall), he is cut off before he can respectfully decline.
NHJ makes it a point to tell JH he is meeting up TH for a drink at 8pm. JH is not missing a beat he knows his human zipperness is called to arms. It is an intelligence he should relay to YR and NHJ must be hoping she would be worried enough of their cockfighting to show up.
It is not a friendly drink, H!#@^%*J makes it a rude point refusing TH’s pour. TH can not hide his enjoyment they have not made up. H!#@^%*J has not seen YR obviously, asking TH what they did that night.
What do you think we did?!
TH fesses up. He does not have to heart to stir up more mess for YR. They ate, they saw a movie...what did you do with HER?! He asks H!#@^%*J back. A tinge of warning don’t you DARE hurt YR, she is his business too.
H!#@^%*J states there is nothing btn him and the other girl, he professes his love for YR and YR only. He can not make do without her.
If you do not have it in your life, you just live without it.
This is turning out to be a very honest heart to heart of speaking truths, speaking from experience.
-KTH you have never loved a girl this way,….you can’t even imagine how it feels.
YOU DONT SAY.
Even if I have, I would not tell you.
With that, H!#@^%*J will not think more into it, as if TH is just messing with him, but he truly would not tell because he loves the same girl way more than H!#@^%*J can imagine to not want to jeopardize her happiness with you by saying: I could have liked her then, maybe not so much now
(because I LOVE HER!)
H!#@^%*J continues to open his heart to TH, in many ways HJ loves YR like she used to love him, KTH. He would bend himself just for a smile from YR and be nice to her, putting her above himself. Everything TH himself was not capable to when she loved him.
And it hits TH, how this is the happiness he had 5 years ago, he is sorely missing and will never have again, what YR has from this guy.
Almost pleading, HJ states his only concern is YR’s feelings, but now TH’s feelings towards her matters because YR has included him as a third party in their problem as a couple. HJ is truly threatened this time when they are so intimate to team up, to embarrass him in front of TH.
And TH actually feels for HJ, for a fleeting moment, until he threatens him to never get between him and YR. He would never hesitate if HJ hurts her for one. He taunts HJ what if they team up again, what if he gets between him and YR, what if he makes her so at ease to show him her true colors, her raw feelings she used to only show to HJ, and not even?!
I would kill you.
lol and TH is truly afraid. haha Great Gatsby thoughts, huh, TH?!?!
After the drink, H!#@^%*J asks the driver for hire to drop him off at YR’s workshop but can not make himself go in, can not make himself calling her. WTF. Again, choices we make, always have consequences, a step of hesitation, a missed chance of communication, the window of airing out the funk in your relationship may be gone forever. One man’s loss of a chance is another man’s gain. If you swallow your pride and YR would not make her subsequent call, and why you decide to leave her workshop and head to where you are going next, beats me H!#@^%*J
YR calls TH instead to ask for what she is dying to know: what HJ said, missing him, using TH again, without a bruise on her pride, after stewing over their meeting from the trusty broadcast of JH.
I am sorry… I am asking for a favor. Please come to my workshop.
He knows she only wants him as a human recorder of what her bf said. Of course TH wishes, prays she wants to see him, him KTH, no matter how implausible. He has no choice anyway, banging his head will not shake sense into himself as he wishes because all he wishes is to see her, any chance he can at her mercy.
What the hell is this… my body is not mine, my heart is not mine, I have no will power at all.
He asks the driver to pull aside, muster up all his pride, self-control, whatever he can savage and texts her he can not come to her and waits for her to text back right away, I bet to ask him to, so he has the measly reason of she asked him TWICE. Alas, she does not respond. Not trusting himself, he doubles the pay of the driver to NOT drop him off at the workshop.
lol you know this is all futile, it’s all on your face. Poor thing in love.
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! lets count the way of CP: you check on her well being before your said gf, you touched where her hand touched on the bike you gifted her, and you have an identical one and one guess you haz touched the handle thinking about her and NO you do not having a thing for her. And you smile like a loon brighter than in front of your said gf. And room is all dimly lit and shady. And reason is you miss your said GF and this is comfort. BARFBARFBARFBARFBARFBARFBARFBARFBARFBARFBARFBARFFFFFOREVER.
BARF. Bleh. ARgh confesses in a random instant of him carrying her broken bike, yeah she said random, I will give her that. And she still swears she has nothing romantic towards him prior. *eyes rolled out of sockets*. She must now control her one-sided feelings towards him. O RLY. Lets see how you go about doing that, shall we?!???????????????????????????????????? I SO LOOK FORWARD TO NOT ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Poor hot thing, he owes the driver ahjusshi many folds of going back and forth and still ended up the butt of the joke being called a lunatic as he gets off car, asking driver to wait.
Yeah, we can see you have arrived, the hot crazy crazily hot you. I am pretty sure if I go down a stair so smouldering and with alcohol in my system, most definitely would end up tumbling down.
One last smoulder for his nonexistent pride’s sake commanding her not to laugh, no don’t even smile at his shamelessness for showing up. And yeah, yet another CPOTP color coordinated outfit.
Do you think there is a love that will never change?
Love is not about a feeling, but the will power of how much you want to cherish it
I did not have the will?
-That makes two of us.
YR: We have the feelings of love but we did not know how to love…how to keep the love.
That was the way we were.
Why did you show up then…when I did not know…how good you were to me.
If you show up now, I would be very good to you, carrying you on my back everyday.
DREAMBOAT IS DREAMY.
I think this is the drama inventing drunken breath as heartstamp, JH did that to Sol too and we know how freaken adorable an OTP they are it is wrong I want the cliched drunken romping bun in oven baby So-on NOW!
You can’t even ask your boyfriend? You throw all your tantrums at me, and only show him the pretty side of HYR, pride intact?! …I promised myself not to tell you a word about him. It’s my pride not allowing it.
Why did you come here?
-Why did I come here?!
You should know. (See smile below HYR!)
I come to see you. Again.
I want to see you, again
and again, even when you are frowning,
This. All of it.
I want…to see you, ugly you.
You look ugly when I am drunk,
and this is drunk talk. ( And Very pretty, your HYR kind of pretty when I am sober)
Do you want honey tea?
-Do not seduce me. You won’t come to me anyway.
If I like you anymore than this, I am better dead.
His frankness is heartbreaking, his own heart and mine. He will tell her whenever he feels like it he likes her, he loves her, but he is not obligating her to anything and not crossing the line. He is not messing with her life anymore, he is just taking care of his feelings as she told him to. He won’t say it, but he does see HJ as a guy capable of loving YR very much, exactly as much as YR wants her guy to love her. He is wishing her happiness with how he reacts to his feelings. He said he has changed, and he is speaking up everything on his mind, no holds barred. We have a revamped refurbished Guy1+Guy2 hybrid in KTH and HOW are we going to quit you when this drama ends?!!!!!!! ><
I am sorry.
When your father passed away,
I was not there for you.
And if HYR is being honest to herself and able to face the interview camera, this is the moment she will confess she has fallen back in love with KTH. If she could let herself be, she would hand gesture how sparkling he is this very moment, just like he did just now, just like she did 10+ years ago on that train ride to JinJu. It must be shaking her she still can feel that jolt, see this sparkle ever again. She has no choice. He abandons himself and apologizes without getting to the bottom of what he did wrong, what she is still keeping from him, so out of character for TH, just knowing his apology will release her from the past…and she can truly move on and be a happier YR not bearing a grudge against a guy who should not be in her life anymore. It is not about unburdening his guilt in the apology because why should she care about his guilt anymore, he is a closed chapter for her. This is how KTH is truly saying he loves her, HYR, with everything on the line, unconditionally. Bye, he said.
Favorite! scene!: Do we need the rest of the epi, not really for me.
Sol and JH are ganging up to force YR taking the initiative in making up with NHJ, excluding her in their bff comforts, no ramen for YR, go get hers from her bf.
*inserted a QSS cap fr Dramabeans because I WANT TO!*
But yes, that’s silly of me, NHJ deserves to sulk in all the loneliness and no I do not feel a thing called sympathy for you, H!#@^%*J, while our Han EunJoo did not do a thing deserving her lonely silhouette.
Even with the push from her bff, YR is still hesitating, not making the call. She needs to mourn, the magical one of a kind love she thought so special, so perfect has just collapsed to nothing but the usual thing we call love everyone experiences.
It is very scary…I will not let it slide this time.
Even her cup is speaking to her intuition, she can not keep drinking from it, taking it for granted, it would dry up…like love.
As expected JH knows about love, his sex, more than he will ever reveal. A man is capable of love, when he is in love he will get the girl the moon, the stars, the sun, anything…but one condition: it is impossible for a man to love a girl forever. It is for the interview camera, advice addressing to YR to come to the senses she overheard.
She knows too well. The guy can genuinely loves her, but there is an expiratory date to the feeling, it is testing her will how much she does not want to lose him, to keep their love out of the indolence.
She buzzes when she knows the code, to give him time to hide the other woman, or not to hide. H!#@^%*J knows she trusts him therefore she comes to him. He is not lying he was going to call her. She forgives him even before they kiss and make up and he keeps repeating HYR is most important, HYR is always right. Whatever.
I am not going to gripe a dirt poor girl having more cute outfits dainty purses than me and how is it practical to carry school stuff and all the work stuff in that thing for her packed schedule. AND she calls to confirm their trip to the orphanage he offered to give her the ride earlier the night. Yeah, you have no choice when you said you are going to control your feelings towards a guy WITH A GF. BARFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
YR suggests a romantic date tomorrow. It is not per design there is a huge pillar separating them I deliberately cap. Nope.
He gets the text and he frowns with back to YR. She gets a text and she is looking eagerly straight at HJ to tell him.
She is forthright with telling him work suddenly creeps up, it is not hard to extrapolate it is TH related even for H!#@^%*J IF HE CARES. TH asks if she is free to check out some wood for the project, very legit. H!#@^%*J still LIES he has a seminar. Nope, from her face, you are duly noted by YR of what exactly you are doing.
Top: How a fox trots. Bottom: How a normal woman leisurely walk to work.
YR is a face of nonchalance to a too enthusiastic TH, haha but she does take note of how dandy he looks in his pink ‘date’ shirt.
I share your face, YR
You can look on at the girl longingly and remind her to put on the seat belt like the model of how to love a woman Mr TH on top, or you can be lying liar pants on fire cheater putting it on for her because a 27 year old woman can not and is retarded from how she is smiling like a loon for no reason.
Yeah so much to keeping your feelings in check and not intruding a relationship and be the other woman when you are soooo taking this as a romantic date. It has never been cute. (I have to skip all orphanage scenes next episode. I am paying double the person who is going to cut my fingers off if I do not click ff)
And KTH has mastered the madskill of driving while droolzing side way at a knowing her left face is very much loved and luckiest half face in the world being gazed upon by Eric HYR/JYM.
I know a NHJ personally, too well, a guy who is as close to perfect by all accounts, you can not nitpick, 99% of time, he will dote on you wholeheartedly, he will spoil you genuinely with a smile just so you will smile and be the happiest woman, and one would think this is the best, comfortable guy to be with, you can easily read him like an open book and there will be no drama. He is a guy of discipline, pedantic to a fault maybe, he will go above and beyond to keep up with being the nicest guy with its toll. It takes a lot of work to be perfect all the time and it is unrealistic he will not be aware of the effort himself, but often you would be negligent because all is too easy. His goodness is honed to weapon grade and a buffer he has used to great success all his life whenever there is a snag. Alas, life has curveballs, when shiz happens, stressors intrude which could be his inner demons just surfacing, above the threshold of his ministrations, like in titration, the solution with buffers, reagents unbeknownst, coexisting in a semblance of balance, clear, innate, but just one extra drop from the pipette, the equivalence point is trespassed, the indicator flares up, molecules turn into another compound, a different solution, perhaps irreversible. All his inner colors, perhaps unaware to him could precipitate. He is closed-off, shut-down, self-serving in survival mode, turn an 180 and be most unbelievably thoughtless because he also has the inertia of the nice guy, slacking off from never being judged by the world with his spiffy label most of the time. As YR put it, which imo is our life lesson learned and in our human nature, we have to take care of our feelings first, if we are drowning, instinct dictates we will grabble on anything and anyone to catch that breath of air. Because one is used to the pedestal set up by the perfect guy, the fall, the reality check, whilst you need him most when he is the culprit hurting you because he has abandoned the coupledom and resorted to the individual, when he is unaware he is the stressor… would be a total wreckage unsalvageable beyond the traumatic. At the receiving end, it is hard to overcome this hurdle of him causing you pain, least expected, knocking the wind out of you at your blind spot you never saw coming. Otoh, he could be immersed in all the days and deeds of how he has been the giver, so very good to you and be hurt as well when one blemish, a misunderstanding from his pov is all it takes to crack a distrust, a fall, all the hard work he has poured into the relationship is vulnerable and insignificant. Both parties thought they own a different part of the same unicorn, magical, unique but the horn comes off and it is an ordinary pony in their barn just like everyone else. Nothing wrong with that, it is just not a unicorn.
Nothing in all the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance and conscientious stupidity, to quote Martin Luthur King Jr. Ignorance can not be bliss, in love. If we apply conservation of momentum to love, in a collision, masses/hearts thump, jump to cloud nine, fall to shamelessness, in reaction to impulses, changes in (e)motion, but no momentum is lost in the couple, in the system. There is an equilibrium always to restore, a constant, a push and a pull, a giver and a taker. If one stays inert, stagnant, the other party has to provide all the force for the collision. The ignorant party may be happier being clueless but most often it is at the expense of the other in the know. When we decide to suddenly change the course in full velocity, a rebound as we put it and fall in love again, another collision, by laws of the universe, it can never hit you with a more ferocious velocity. YR seems nonreactive to TH not because she was not swept off her feet by his hits, but lessons can not be unlearned, nothing is gained without losing something else. TH actually becomes a catalyst in her decision to make up with HJ, what JH said she overheard is the indicator she has to take the initiative to savage the romance or it would just disintegrate beyond reversible with every drop of misunderstanding, of bitterness festering, unattended…like her past mistake. She has taken her cupeth for granted without knowing she has taken her last sip, the last straw for HJ. Pride and everything we uphold is dictating her not to budge, as she did for the week of cold war, another factor at play is, she is subtly putting it as their romance has turned ‘real’/ordinary, and as JH puts it no one stays in love forever. She knows it is will and determination, work to keep the sparks flying, the collision ongoing. The fervor of the falling has subsided and now it is how to maintain the love. She failed miserably with TH, trusting their strong feelings will last forever, alas. HJ’s approach is never to reflect, he is hoping YR will just fall into his lap again and all will be well like how they fall in love and how they smooth out every bumps every step of the way. He has no awareness YR is not rebounding back to him exactly the same, this is not romance she is savaging but a relationship she is working on her will to maintain. They make up without any inner resolving, it is just a lot of sweet nothings and physical comforts. HJ is still ignorant to any wrong doing, he covers up his disgruntle with YR as they make up, make love, springing back to being the good guy, yes man to everything she says. YR trusts his ignorance, with HUGE apathy and a sacrifice stitching up her wound by herself inflicted by HJ, she puts in her all holding their romance together, for now. It can heal up, but another provocation, it will burst open uglier and more painful. Time to jump ship if you are the lone weirdo on board.